Disorder talk

Okay, Lets talk about CP (Cerebral Palsy).

Well I have CP, I have a light case though. CP is a funny thing it can span from Speach to full Mobility. I'm right there in between, My speach isn't bad (I studder every now and then but hey who doesn't?) for me its mainly mobility. I do use a wheelchair in big places (College and the mall, etc ...) and the rest of the time I use a walker. When I was little I was able to walk and run around and do things that little kids do. I honestly miss those days, but this is no time to reminisce about the days where I was considered to be "Normal". Anyways, I think I have figured out why I am in a wheelchair part time and why I use a walker. My leg muscles after the surgery I had were not able to grow anymore. One reason was because I just gave up on myself for a while and did nothing after therapy. Well I regret that now to say the least. I believe this is why I am a little bit wild? i guess you could say but I am tame at the same time. Wild because I wont back down from anyone and because I love to laugh and get loud with friends, but on the tame side I barely leave my house unless I want to, I have maybe 5 friends. I'd love to get out there and be the life of a party (So to speak).

So with that said, My theory is that if I get out and exercise my legs, they will get strong enough to hold me up without a walker and maybe carry me a short distance before I lose my balance and fall. So Monday, I will begin to work out my lower limbs, I sure hope this works. I've had some luck with standing up at my High school football games (Shout out to SWE Class of '07!! WOO WOO!!!) I noticed my leg muscles grew a little bit standing on them those friday nights that I went (I go to every home game that they have).

I'm not expecting results immediatly, though that'd be nice. So .......... WIsh me luck because I think Im going to need it!

haha love that song, Anyways.

I'm back from ........ the college? lol I passed all my exams so i'm good to go for the summer!! My grandma's home now, and everything is all good on my home front. How are you guys?